i haven't been through that personally but i definately think it is a good idea to talk to a helth profesiononal who can evalutate the state your body's in and formulate a plan. You shouldn't have to live like that, taking any drug for such a long time is harmful and the sooner you get help the better. No one in your personal life has to know anymore than you tell them, talking to a doctor can only help, at the very least it'll provide you with information you need. its never too late, hang in there