compulsive eating

[rachael1981]

hi, need to know what i can do to stop myself over eating, i <edited> had a baby 11 weeks ago, i have ben overweight for 9 years and used to be lovely and slim, my mum was anorexic and i saw what she did to herself all my life and i guess in a way vowed i wouldn't let myself get like that, my mum died july 5th and now my eating is worse pls help what do i do? i hate myself for being so enormasly fat but can't stop myself eating as much as i possibly can