Teenager in need of advice.

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i am going insane.
i have gone through alot in my life my parents are divorced both remarried.
I hate my stepdad and constantly fought with him.
My mom is a snotty stuck up woman that only cares about the money she gets her big house and nice car.
She has put both me and my younger sis in juvie because of our fights with my stepdad.
I have had the cops called on me and been in handcuffs numerous times for physical fights between me and my step dad yet nothing happens to him.
My mom has kicked me out on the streets three times once at 15 then at 16 and now at 17. Each time i had no where to go. I lived with my dad once but my stepmom hates me because she feels threatened by me because i remind her of my mom and she thinks my dad is still in love with her. So i begged my mom to let me move back in. She did.
Then i moved in with my grandma i had no money or job so i wasnt making it to school regularly, so once again i begged my mom and stepdad to let me move back in.
This was the last time. Just recently my mom and stepdad informed me they were takin my sisters and moving to tennessee at the end of the year. My step dad told me he didnt know what i was going to do but he wasnt goign to pay for me to move with them so i had to figure something out. I got mad a dispute happened he shoved me so i called him an *******. once again i am kicked out. I lived out of my car sleepin where i could for a while. My real dad loves me and allowed me to move in knowing that my stepmom hates me. I have to job have to travel 40 minuted to school each day get gas money from where ever i can. My car just broke down i got suspended for lashing out on a student for calling me a *****.
Then my step mom got in my face called me a **** told me she hated me and now her and my dad are gettin a divorce.
I am fighting tooth and nail to come to school but i have no home to go to at night no real parents and am having a hard time passing my classes. I am usually on top of my game a straight a student never getting in amy trouble.
Now i am addicted to drugs no job, failing classes and just full of rage. What should i do. I have no insurance for meds or a counselor.

[daveseavy]

There are many agencies out there that will take you on as a client, and they'll do it at no charge to you. They're designed for people in your situation - no job, etc. You're already ahead, because you know you need and want counseling. I wish you the very best, and please PLEASE don't let their attitudes drag you down to the point that you want to hurt yourself.

[martharon]

hi
just like daveseavy told when you have may agencies you can make use of them. i should appreciate you for coming out boldly and trying to find a solution for your problem. in between try to find any part time work if possible if you are comfortable , it will help you a lot.