sorry you are feeling like a pharmacy.

I can really relate to what you are saying. However, you are on some really good medicines that have a strong potential to help you.

If not unfortunatly this is a trial and error illness.

We are at the mercy of the doctors and what medicines you take. At least it sounds like your doctor is knowlegable in what medicines to prescribe and botox has a great chance to help you also. If it did you could stop being a walking pharmacy. That would be great news!

I have seen some drs who have no clue as to what medicine to prescribe or doctors that are stuck on one medicine and don't want to try anything new. It could be worse. Cheerup!