No one can really understand what I go through cause I look so healthy. I get compliments on my physique all the time. I am 6 ft 2 and 195 lbs, very athletic and look good. So, why is it that I can't go through a day without a 2 hour nap? Why is it that I am so unbelievably EXHAUSTED and FATIGUED and IRRITABLE many, many times a week?
I just can't stand these allergies. I get so annoyed when I hear people talk of allergies as if they're only about sneezing or getting watery eyes. HA! If ONLY that were the case. Allergies to me are EXHAUSTION, intense, incredible exhaustion at various times of the day. There are times at night when I am SO exhausted that the idea of having to brush my teeth before going to bed makes me groan.
I am also sick of the skin rashes I get. Periodically over the years I would get a small red blotch right on my penis! It would itch and go away after a few days. Well, last week it spread all over. Talk about GROSS: I had dry, flaky skin all over my penis. It was disgusting. I thought of the cold sores that I also have now on the inside of my nostrils. These allergies are so frustrating.
I've always managed to survive with allergies. It's been like this since i'm 14 (I'm now 38). But they're getting worse and worse. I am gettin sinus infections too often and they never seem to go away. I have had dark circles under my eyes and my nose has been stuffy for MONTHS now. I am fatigued all day and all night for the last several months.
I have a friend who has more energy than I do--and he has HIV!!!!!
Allergies are so frustrating. I am so tired of being tired. I am so tired of having to take a nap, only to wake up TIRED! I am too young to feel this old. And the kicker is that according to the blood work my doctor took, there is "nothing" wrong.
Oh well, thanks or listening. I am always told how "handsome" I am, how "good" I look and how "fantastic" my body is. Well, I feel like I am 98 years old. I'm going to take a nap.
--Jim