Oh! I had MS Contin (which is what i meant in my first post) and oxycontin mixed up. Maybe I need some coffee. I am CURRENTLY on oxycontin and I dislike it. I want to get off of it and I need ANOTHER PMD. Not try the Pain Management route. I don't feel that is what I have done. I really feel like I am seeing a pill pusher disguised as a PMD. Sorry for all the confusion. Basically, I do NOT want to go back to my "current PMD" because I have asked for different things before, as opposed to the oxy and he says "let's try an increase" or "maybe next time". I also asked to taper off completely and he told me that he did "not think that was a good idea". I ALSO asked him for the name of a counselor who helped with chronic pain patients and he gave me a name. Come to find out, she is the wife of a Purdue rep who just happens to be a big time oxycontin supplier for my PMD. Conflict of interest? Anyway, this is why I want to try and do it on my own. Well, have my husband hand out the meds. I KNOW I can't do it alone. Any advice would be greatly appreciated.