I just had one of those oppurtunities that come along only a handful of times in your life. I went out of town for work the last couple of days and while waiting for the plan ride back a very attractive female was in line for check in. Now when we boarded the plane there was only about 7 other ppl on the flight and she came and sat right by me. I was thinking O great this is just what I need..a good tease. She made an attempt to talk to me but I kinda answered with one word answers and then went to sleep. Well anyways we got off the plane and she came up to me and asked me where the bag claim was...then we started talking..she told me tha I was very cute and if I was staying here the night. She was heading out the next day for and her exact words to me were, "we should go get some drinks and have some fun." I was just thinking...you have got to be kidding me...this doesnt happen when you are availble(not in the sense of seeing somemone else but when you have WARTS on your penis.) Guess what my reply was? I said, "well I am really tired from work and I think I am just gonna go home and sleep." What a lame *** I must have looked like. I guess it is better than saying, "well I really want to but you see I got some large warts on my penis which I would easily transfer to you so I think I will just refrain from ruining your life.".."or maybe we could hook up and then go to a tatoo saloon together and get a HPV 4 life tatoo with a big heart around it." OK I know this sounds a bit extreme and this is not the first time a girl has approached me. But just the whole situation..in public, totally sober....so blunt. I mean I have had things similar when drinking but never anything so foward on a normal sober workday. SO now I am at home feeling so pathetic...here I am at healthboard.com ranting about how unfortunate I am when I should be having a blast with this extremly attractive blonde. I came home and examined my warts...which I think have actually gotten worse...I have had a acid treatment and been on aldara for over a month. I think I am gonna get them froze. I just hate this. I am guessing that I will probably be one of those people that have recocurring nasty warts that happen to like .03% of the population. I dont know if I will ever have sex again. I have passed up about 6 girls in the last 2 months just because of this. It is really disheartening...I know I sound increadibly bitter..but I have my reasons. Will I am gonna get drunk and wallow in self pity. Night! O I also wanted to mention that I started to lose my hair about 2 yrs back..I am treated it but I am guessing by the time I get these warts cleared and and feel good again I will be too bald to attract anyone anyways. Also only about 5% of the male population gets the gene for premature balding. *sigh* ok I am gonna stop because this is just to sad for me night.
I know this pertains to warts and HPV..but I kinda see herpes in the same light and was wondering if any of you have come across this our ahve felt like this.
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