THINGS I WANNA CHANGE

CHICKLET · 11-13-2002, 09:13 AM

I WANT A NICE SLIM BODY WHICH DOESNT HAVE A HIGE *** AND THIGHS.

I WANT NICE PERFECT FLAWLESS SKIN, INSTEAD OF RED MARKS LEFT OVER FROM ACNE.

I WANT A NOSE JOB SO BADLY I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR ONE RIGHT NOW

I WANT A BOOB JOB ALSO, CAUSE I CANT WEAR ANY NICE TOPS AND IT WOULD GIVE ME MORE CONFIDENCE TO.

And all of these I cant change because the weight wont go away from these places i said, *** and thighs, it goes from the places i dont want it to go from like my boobs, i have tried everything you can think of, to get rid of it from the places i want and am currently only having one meal a day to see if that will help.

My skin is just a mess and i get prescribed crap antibiotics which i get immune to and i asked my dermatologist about laser treatment and he said no the marks will fade. Yeah right in about 20 years, when i wont care what i look like, i want them gone now.

and i cant afford surgery for the other to, so i guess i am stuck with a body i hate and will always hate, isnt life great!!!!!!!!!sorry fro venting, such a bad day though.

Udo · 11-19-2002, 07:17 AM

I know how you feel. I too dislike a lot of things about myself, that I would kill to change. I also have acne and a lot of redmarks and I asked my derm about getting laser resurfacing and he gave me a few names, but I think I should wait until I have no more acne before I do it. As for my ***, I guess It could be smaller. lol

hope your feeling better,

Udo

ffsmith · 11-23-2002, 09:30 PM

I know the feeling but I wonder it is it really that we hate or bodies?

I an obsessed with my numerous imperfections and defects also, but when I really think about it hard, I personally do not care, and I really do not look at myself much.

What hurts more are the feelings that I am unattractive to others. That my opportunities in this world are severely limited by my body. That I have to second-guess others when they pay me a compliment.
Do they really feel that way or are they lying and really pity me? Are they just trying to be nice?

I suppose it is different for men but I do know the feeling and realize that it is not a good thing to hate your body.

I am always interested when women say that larger boobs gives more confidence. How does this work? Do you mean in the bedroom? When dating? Because you will be able to wear better clothes? Does it also help when interacting with women or just men?

Just curious?