When I start to becom manic, my tongue starts buzzing, my whole body feels like I have electricity running through my veins, I suddenly have energy to give to this and that unlike anyone I know. Feels GOOD. . . but kind of frantic. My husband and friends and I know to watch for spending LOTS of money and making huge changes. Example: first manic episode I left my husband, was on my own with two babies, tripled the size of my store, sold my home and bought and moved to a new home within a month. The second time I gave away everything in the store, my children, and my husband. Lately, I kept my kids plus a few extras, opened a new business while running the first with all the kids present, and bought a new home. Everytime, preceeding this crazy stint I race. Can't sleep, can't slow down, think too fast for my thoughts, and actually see like I'm on 1000 hits of L. See people only like blue light vibrations and nothing seems physical. I tell my support network to keep me in check, but the thing is, bipolars are so smart they can cover it up until absolute disaster. . .