Bad Exsperiance

[helpmeme]

Hello last week. I went to a night club, where I used illegal drugs. 5 days ago, i had an operation on my leg where i got put out completely and was on paint killers 3 days prio to going out also.

During the end of the night i thought everyone was lookin at me, and out to get me, hurt me in some way, i grew paranoid, then on the way home, i thought people were following us in the car on the way home to my m8s house. Then at his house, i was with 8 m8s ive known for 9 months, then i felt they wanted to kill me and was going to, and i was being held hostage, i made an excuse i need to go home and they let me..

Now i can't trust them, i saw 2 of them 2 days l8r, but iwas too worried, and went home. I can't trust them, Im confused with what has happend to me, and if i will get over this state, what i should do regarding trusting them again?

thanks for your help

im 17. male

[Administrator]

Your post is not about drug interactions, it is about illegal drug use. Illegal drug use may not be discussed on the boards except in relation to addiction recovery.

Feel free to use the Addiction Recovery Board if you want recovery, otherwise don't post on that topic. If you need help, you probably need to talk to your doctor.