Thank you everyone for your replies.
Having this condition is scary enough but with all the medications out there they can be just as scary. I kept falling asleep at work with the methx and the chronic stomach pain at least i lost weight!!! Sore throats and rash I just couldnt take it anymore. Arava sounds alot more gentler but it is for RA and i dont have that so i guess it is trial and error for me. It is really reassuring to talk to people that have gone through and are going through the same thing. I havent started it yet giving my body a couple of weeks to get over the methx.
Thank you all so very much

Lets wish for xmas they find us a cure

Merry Christmas
Olivia