Sorry all for my "strange" posts prior...just read some over and realize how "out of it" I've been! One week today, NO XANAX, only had to take dalmane on a couple nights, used melatonin and tea in between. My taper started March 7 and the 3rd wk was HELL! Not sleeping great yet, and bowel issues, sick feelings and just drained!! depression seems to be full boat right now. Just praying each day gets better? I will never take another benzo in my life! I have tons of pain pills left over and I won't resort to them either! Reading the success stories in the ********** is so encouraging!! Strange thing I just noticed I don't have the tingling in my lips and mouth, nor the "adrenalin" feelings in my arms. I think I am seeing the light at the end of the tunnel?