Well, I had one problem overlap into the other, so it was hard to tell what came first. In Dec. 05 I started having some bloody BMs and pain. Thought it was a hemmorhoid. In Feb, a rectal surgeon told me I had one of the worst fissures he'd ever treated. He did surgery for it the last week of March. By summer, I was still having some pain with BMs even though the surgeon said the fissure was healing nicely. In early July, it wasn't getting better and because of worst stress, I had some anxiety and wound up having a panic attack (I hear stress can be a cause of these things). I lost my appetite for a while, lost a lot of weight, and would have occasional bouts of diarrhea. I thought all this was stress related.
Anyway, In mid September, the surgeon did a colonoscopy. He found nothing going on in my colon, but said I have inflammation in my rectum almost an inch long. Biopsy was negative for cancer, but they confirmed his diagnosis of Proctitis.
Now, I mostly have no pain, just a little itching and enough sensation to be aware of my anus most of the time. BMs are a bit uncomfortable, and blood is sometimes present, mostly at the end.
I contacted a Proctitis sufferer who has a website about it. He believes the suppositories are not of much help. They just heal symptoms, but don't fix the cause or the condition. He believes diet alterations - including avoiding wheat and gluten - and stress relief will help the most. I may agree with him about Canasa, but my doctor would like to see me stay on it for a couple months. If it make the symptoms go away, that will be great, but I am determined to do more on my own to get over this. I respect him for not instantly putting me on oral meds, as I believe too many meds poisons our systems and actually prevents the body from healing itself.
I feel very lucky that I wasn't diagnosed with one of the many worse things this could have been, but I'm still not happy. I'm scared I will be dealing with this forever, and will eventually make it worse because I'm so stressed about it. I appreciate your positive attitude and will use it as inspiration to lighten up a bit myself.