Please Advise.
I have stopped using Lexapro because of 7 straight months of headaches. The headaches were so bad that I couldn't cope with anything in life. I am now Lexapro free and not one headache. So...now I am starting a new phase in my life, job searching. I enjoy people, and have an outstanding resume. I love communicating but after 4 failed job interviews and sleepless nights. I started reacting by shutting down the emotion and distress of this through taking Loratab 5. Not all the time. Just maybe one Loratab 5 every 2 weeks or so when I get too anxious and Loratab 5 is weak painkiller. If I don't take them, I start to hate myself and wonder why me. One very unprofessional interviewer sighed after every comment; it was like she was prejudging me from my appearance. Please note, I am a good communicator, I look my interviewers right in the eye when speaking. I have great experience. My background includes 3 degrees two in Information Technology and an MBA. My appearance: I have pretty blond hair and the face of a baby doll. I am not conceited but, people, strangers have been telling me such things for years about my appearance. Childhood abuse never let me take the compliments too serious. Anyway…the last interview that I went on, the prospective employer gave me a logic test. The secretary told me that I was the first candidate to get all math questions correct. This being my 5th interview, I did pop a Loratab and felt relaxed and was able to hold my chin up and not listen to the mean voices in my head screaming how much of a loser I am. I guess my question for you all is: Do you all think that Loratab 5 is working like an anxiety medication for me?