Hi Zeyavia,
I understand your hestitation to take meds, I held on to my prescription for Celexa for 3 weeks before I took the first pill. But then the depression and anxiety was just too much, affecting every aspect of my life, and I knew that I couldn't allow that to happen. So I took the first one, and then the next....going on 2 weeks now. The first week was a little hard, sleeping was a nightmare...but now I'm doing better, getting more hours of sleep and even taking naps in the afternoon. I still have a bad day here or there but they say it takes 3-4 weeks for the the meds to take full affect. After 2 weeks, I'm already seeing improvements.
Take the meds, give it a try. It sucks without the meds, might as well see if the meds will help. Really, what do you have to lose?
Keep us posted,
SB