34 years olf, 5'11, 205 lbs. 2 kids, one 8, one 3. I work 50 hours a week and am going to school (UoP).
My issue: I am exhausted all the time. ALL the time. I was diagnosed with sleep apnea almost 2 years ago and I have been 100% compliant with it. I have upped my pressure all the way up to 12 and all I got for it was exTREMELY painful gas, so I backed it back down to 9 (my prescribed pressure). I joined a gym in 06' and went 3-4 times a week and worked out like a maniac. HARD. For a year. Usually 90 minutes a visit before work, with lots of cardio. I never lost a pound. I never had any more energy like I was told I would. I watched what I ate for 6 months along with going to the gym and lost 5 lbs.
My doctor has tested my blood, he says everything is normal. No hypoglycemia, no thyroid issues... everything is normal. But I know its not. I am exhausted all the time. No energy at all. I am HUNGRY all the time. And not normal hunger, its like when you see a ******* in a movie and they can't control the blood lust... I am like that, but with food. Awful hedaches, blurred vision, mood changes, can't concentrate. Not only that, but when I eat, I can't eat a little, I have to eat like I am never going to eat again.
I have big bags under my eyes. I've always had circles but they are getting deeper and my eyes more sunken. I am getting weird splotches of dry skin on my face. I am just getting uglier it seems.
I am starting to believe I am going crazy and getting more and more depressed. I just feel useless and worthless and I am at my wits end.
Does anyone have any ideas/advice/help they can offer?