Hi Charley-
Hilery has a very interesting point.
Beta-blockers suppress the autonomic symptoms of anxiety, including gastrointestinal disturbance, palpitations and tremor, but have no effect on the psychological symptoms such as worry, tension and fear.
They are therefore indicated for patients with predominantly physical rather than psychological symptoms.
So if indeed your symptoms are psychological, no wonder when you come off the beta blocker, your "rush" returns.
Talk to your physician about anti-anxiety medication instead, which ideally of course doesn't have to be long term if one deals with the underlying cause of the anxiety. Have you thought of seeing a therapist?
zuzu xxx
[This message has been edited by zuzu8 (edited 07-08-2003).]