Dear Friends,
I am a 28 year old man with OCD, depression, and anxiety. I find that I am in a very isolated state at this time in life. How did I reach a place so high and desolate?
Well, clearly having OCD is a difficult barrier to pass through. I have severe phobias of garbage and other things. It doesn't help trying to meet people when you're living in continual fear.
But I suspect that some people prejudge me because of my weight/ appearance. I am five foot ten, and weigh close to 300 pounds. I think that a some folks make snap judgments about me before they give me a chance.
It is ironic. One of the revolting myths is that overweight people smell bad. In my case, nothing could be farther from the truth. I take at least two baths everyday. I also wash my hands apx 50 times a day.
In any event, I feel that our society has aggrandized thinness, and thin people. What is so wrong about being fat, anyway? There is nothing wrong with it. God created me as I am, and I will not apologize for it. I am proud to be who I am- and if other people can't accept me, then so be it. I refuse to conform. I like being who I am. If society refuses to accept me, it is because society is obtuse and myopic. I will not be judged. Only God has the right to judge me. Thats all I have to say. God bless you all.
Sincerely,
Mr. Cornholio