could this be

[mt_girl]

I have terrably fears/phobias/anxieties of my bf leaving me for no real reasons at all.
The reason i was wondering if this could be my problem is because when I was 10 my mom died, when I was 11 my sister died, when I was 13 I moved in with my grandma and my step monster took over my daddy's life, when I was 16 my Grandma died, and ever since I have been terrably terrably insecure about everyone I get close to leaving me... but expecially my boyfriends

[nickiecutiebbf]

wow, i am so sorry. And to be staright honest and up front w. u, that just plain sucks! Its like ur life is hell rewritten. no offense taken i hope. I understand that u are worried about ur bf leaving u, but if u trust him, u should know he shouldnt leave u. Also, talk to him about this. Tell him how u feel.
best of luck
-nickie

[ffsmith]

I think that you would qualify with some post-traumatic stress.