I'm 20 years old and I have been having STROKES since I was 15. I have been on so many drugs and had so many tests and my Dr. can't tell me what is wrong wih me. I am now happily married with one child, and my husband needs help understanding that these strokes are lifelong for me and that I can't change that. During my last Big stroke (in August 2000)I lost a lot of my memory, and my Dr. saw a new large area of brain damage. From this large stoke I can't remember some things and my husband is always making fun of it, and sometimes gets mad because I can't remember what he might have said last week. I don't know what is causing my strokes or what to do about it. Things are really tuff around here financially because I can't work. And I am always having to take the blame for that because I can't go out there and work. I am stuck in a tuff spot with my medical problems dating back 5 years, and not knowing what is causing this. I have done so much and some times I feel like just giving up. Maybe someone can give me some feedback or support as to what I might be able to do.