This has been a fear of mine for a while now, and I can't get rid of it no matter how hard i try
. I used to be a shy, insecure little boy. However, I gradually gained confidence and broke out of my shell. Now, in 11th grade, I'm out of my shell completely and confident. I'm a peanut vendor for football games and the mascot for my high school team (which is a tough job since my school has no cheerleaders), both which require you to be outgoing and extraverted. With my added confidence, I'm also trying out for wrestling and maybe track & field this year, and considering football in gr 12 (first time i've ever done any sport in my life).
However, I fear that one day, something will just happen and I'll close up and lose all the confidence I had before. I love being the energetic, extraverted, confident kid, and I worked so hard to become that way, but in the back of my mind, I'm scared that it could all go away faster than it came. Can someone please help me with my situation???
Thanks in advance.