| this doesn't make sense
and yet it's how i feel:
first, let me tell you i NEVER feel energized or really alert, not for the last 4 years or so.
However, i notice that if I take a sleep medication or just happen to have a night where I get to sleep a good portion of the night, I feel absolutely terrible the next day. Upon waking my head is so heavy it feels like I'm still half asleep and my body feels like it was hit by a truck. I am groggy all day, have more trouble concentrating and remembering things, have the "dropsies," aching muscles, you name it.
If I don't sleep at all, or if I remember being awake much longer than I was asleep or waking up repeatedly all night, I actually feel BETTER the next day. Not good by any stretch. I still feel like crap, quite bluntly, but I'm less groggy. I feel like my sleep might be so bad that I'm actually worse off when I sleep than when I don't.
Does this make any sense at all?
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