Re: Weird sleeping issues
That sounds exactly like what I was about to post about. I have been a heavy meth user for years.For awhile, yrs. ago, I started having these extremely intenses "dreams" It was right as i would dose off,usually ragged from weeks of abuse, but I can see out my lids barely and it's as if i'm exploding through my head from deep inside. My skull feels like it's gonna rattle off. My ears scream and my vision quakes. I fight with all my might every time i experience this. I FIGHT!!!! This is one of the most terrifying sensations I have ever experienced. I wake up weak, or as though I'm clawing over the edge of some mile high mountain peak. I wonder during the episodes though, while it's going on, I wonder if if I'm dying or if this is a lucid dream and maybe i read just enough in "that book" to screw up some brain synapse that I wasn't authorized to use. I always wanna see how far it goes, though, but it is THE MOST INTENSE, terrifyingly intense sensation. it's like the world is breaking apart in you...your head. I get mentally gassed just trying to explain it cause i relive it. It happens rarely these days, but it's always in my mind as i put my head down for the night. Ive tried to get my girlfriend to try and catch if i was spastic in my face or stiff limbed. she never did...but I know this is real because my cousin and my buddy listened to my description and said they thought they may have had similar episodes. usu. always when coming down.
I found a similar subject through my dictionary...hypnopompic. I read the def. and my brain instantly tensed up thinking of those "dreams". it's the opposite of my thing but it is in that twilight between, most always going into sleep. I dont really know though...I know i'm aware during these brain storms. sorryman i think i responded to you. my first post.sorry if i did it wrong.