thanks for your replies guys (yes, i still live with my parents! im 19)...As of right now, yes i have a TON of problems....my biggest one is myself. I have a great family (thank god), but i am very stressed, i took the year off from skool (i was at college for like 2 months), i dont eat right, i dont eat enough, i have mono, i am anemic (how do u spell that), so i am very weak right now. I know i am not taking care of myself like i should be. I used to go to the gym, but im so worn out, weak, and tired, that i cant even handle it. I know i am probably causing all of these "other" problems..sleeping..eating (no eating disorders..just dont eat properly)..and so on..but thats not easy to do when u feel like i do. Being majorly depressed and having anxiety n stuff doesnt help...So im well into the whole doctor/therapist/medication song and dance. its getting old tho, and im tired of it. Ne ways..so yeah, stupid doctors dont help either...if u ask for something, they just write off a perscription for you...they dont care, as long as they're getting paid it doesnt matter. (I am currently with a new therapist, and a new psychiatrist...so we will see if this helps) I dont trust myself with meds, obviously because I realize i am weak right now, and I am abusing them. I am so afraid now, i am just causing myself so many more problems by getting into this habit of taking whatevers in my medicine cabinet. It is defanitly something that my therapist is aware of. My parents are too, but I havent talked to them about taking lots of other stuff too. I plan on doing that tomorrow tho. Thanks for your advice tho, it gives me things to think about, instead of jus sitting here banging my head on the wall!
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