Ah Puppypuke - so sorry to hear that.

A whole year ....what happened. I'm sure you've had hard times before - why give in or convince yourself this was going to help you?
I'm sorry but I can't read a relapse and just listen. LOL PLEASE STOP before you develop the habit again. You've went an entire year without it - please don't say you need it because you don't. Be the strong individual you are and throw them out NOW. If you think your skin is gettin bad now - just wait a few weeks...........it'll be much worse since you're suckin everything out of it. Use vanity reasons to quit if you have to - they help me quite a bit to stay quit.
Say your prayers as well Puppy - you can do it
Laurie