Oh Lia, I'm so sorry. I've checked all day to find a post from you, and this is sure not what I had hoped to hear.

But please know that I am praying for you as soon as I sign off of here. I do beleive that miracles do happen in medicine sometimes, and that's what I'll be praying for. Please don't give up hope. I just saw Tammy Faye Baker on Larry King last night. She just finished up her chemo treatments, as she had a reoccurance of her colon cancer, after 8 years cancer free. She is now cancer free, again. And I think that her cancer had spread. (Not sure, but I believe that's what I read) A lot of ppl called the show, wanting to know about what chemo drugs they used on her, her diet, etc. She looked so good. (well, except for the eye make-up). You might want to do a search and go to her website. It sounded very encouraging.
Again Lia, please know that I am praying for you, and will encourage every day. Don't let your spirit falter... Be of strong spirit. I think you are a strong woman anyway, considering all that you have been through already.

This will just be a greater challenge.
God bless you

I'll be waiting to hear from you..
Deda