almost five months
Well, I am nearing five months of being smoke free. I have to say it has been easier than I thought, but I do have the urge to smoke a lot, but not enough to do it. The hardest thing is going out to a bar. We don't that much, but we went out two times and it is really bad when I am bored. that is when I want to smoke and many times I will want to leave b/c of it. I sometimes think about just having a couple when drinking-like buying Menthols, which I don't like, and not taking the pack home. But, it would be too easy I think to start back up again. I am a pretty determined person and if I say I won't start again at home, then I won't. But, I can't do it. One, I would feel like i failed and two, it would make me feel bad. Anyway, just wanted to say that I am doing great. This was my first attempt to quit and it was successful. I hope you are all doing well.