| Here I go again (for good this time)
Hello everyone. Im not new to this site but new to the stop smoking board. My name is Joe and Im 28 years old. I have been a pack a day+ smoker since I was about 12 years old.
When I first found this site about two years ago I was looking for a forum about heart palpitations because I suddenly started getting them on a daily basis. At that time I was a heavy cig and dope smoker. After about a year of the palps I couldnt take it anymore and finally quit smoking cigs and started using nicotine gum. Since I was a heavy dope smoker when I wanted a cig I would just roll a fattie and pop a piece of gum in. I worked good for about 4 months and then I was finally able to give up the gum all together and was just smokin crazy amounts of pot.
Well even when I quit cigs and the gum the palps didnt go completely away although they got much better. So after a few more months of dope smoking and more palps I decided to give up weed entriely too which was a living hell. Because when I quit pot I started having MAJOR panic attacks and generalized anxiety for about 2 months. (And no the stuff I was smoking wasn't laced).
Anyway, after about a week of these panic attacks I decided for some stupid reason that cigs would make me feel better. I was wrong. Needless to say in a day or two I was back to my old cig smokin self again. Finally after about 7 or 8 weeks the panic went away and I started feeling better but my palps are back stronger than ever and Im smoking like a train.
Earlier today I had a major palp and felt like I almost passed out. That was the limit. I bought a box of gum last week and now its time to quit FOR GOOD. Tomorrow morining its gum time. No more cigs EVER.
I went to the doc again last week and my blood pressure is slightly elevated and I have a fast resting heart rate (which returns to normal as soon as I quit puffin). Plus Im about 50 pounds overweight. Ive been on an extreme low fat diet for about a week now eating nothing but fruit, veggies, whole grains and fish and feel much better as far as that goes but now its time to drop these cigs for good. I dont wanna have a heart attack when Im 30.
The doc gave me a small dose of beta blocker but Im going to stick to this diet and drop the cigs and see how I feel after a month or two. If the palps are still around Ill probably take the pills but I really think if I lose this weight and stop the cigs ill be 1000% and more.
Im sure ill be on here lots for the next few weeks. Thanks for reading.
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