lorriem

I have been using the Nicotrol inhaler for years but only when I can't smoke. We have flown cross country twice in 6 weeks and for the 12 hours that I couldn't smoke (in the termanal and then the plane) I did fine. Why then when I reach our destination do I light up?It makes no sense. The only thing I don't get from the inhaler is the feel of smoke going down my throat. I have a script that I was given for the inhaler that is due to expire in a month and I keep on putting off having it filled.I come up with excuses that it cost to much where in fact the cigs I buy cost maybe more.I am sorry for going on and on but posting this is making up my mind to just do it. I have about three days from my old script left but I think maybe I will do it. Thanks for helping.

I must add that my husband was diag with LC last year and he had stopped smoking 29 years ago.Even though for the last 5years I have smoked only in my bathroom or outside I still feel so guilty. I have asked his doctors why my husband came down with LC even though he stopped smoking so long ago and I was told by them all If you have smoked for at least two years the damage in some people has been done. I do not want to believe that since over thirty years ago the doctors had been saying your lungs become pink and healthy again. When I told his doctors this they didn't have an answer.What to believe????
Anyway I want to stop smoking so I do not feel like an outcast and I can devote all my time to my loved ones without needing a cig and going somewhere I can enjoy my nasty habit.