Hello for the first time and congratulations to all getting this far!!

I stumbled across this place while researching side-effects for Chantix and glad I did. I'm 25 days of taking it, and this is day 18 of no smokes.
I can truly appreciate the spirit and verve of you all in not only getting over this horrible addiction, but in transcending the 'quit experience' itself! I'm pulling for you all as much as you pull for every stranger that wanders in here.
I don't always know if the weirdnesses I'm experiencing are the giving up of the drug and habit or another undocumented side effect of Chantix. Regardless, in the pages I've read back, I see you all have had to carry your own 'cross' on this, and I'm determined to as well.
33 years of 2 plus packs a day, and I cannot believe how much I actually think of it in past tense! In my own experience to now, it is not like I really want a smoke, but that in any given instant, I don't want to feel '

like this'.
I've made it to 'day 21' before on patch, wellbutrin, and the American Lung Association programs, but in each had major sleep deprivation, where it was easier to start again than to quietly (or not so quietly) go mad.
When this issue cropped up again, my Dr. started my on Ambien, but even the controlled release only keep me out for about 4-5 hours. :/ Hopefully, this will keep my will up better than in the past.
I wanted to thank everyone once again, for the good will illustrated and spread here, as we also profit from it that merely read and lurk. I'm not always certain lately (in this quit experience) that what I am saying is truly what I mean, but I hope y'all get the drift.
I just know that this time my mantra has been 'Smoking is no longer an option', and I know it in my soul.
Now, how long until my body gets convinced???

I know it will work out as there are a whole bunch out there who've walked this path before. The thing that will keep me quit will be that I never want to have to walk it again!!
You all take care, and I'm sure we'll be chattin'.
Best Regards,
DeadFish