, you can do it!!! I know you can!
When I quit I was in the hospital for a week, so I didn't make the decision to quit, my appendix did.
The day before I got out I woke up about 4am and had a crying/hissy fit
that you wouldn't believe because I knew that when I got home for the hospital that day (I thought I was going home), I was going to try to remain smokefree and that scared me to pieces. I guess the nurses, techs and my doctor decided to keep me an extra day because of the fit LOL (my doc asked me if I felt strong enough to go home that day and convinced me I needed to stay another day). I'm glad I stayed, that was an extra day of help for my quit.
So even if you have to cry, scream, take a fit.... do it, you are entitled! But do it w/o cigarettes!
Good luck and keep coming back here!