You are a smoke junky...just like me
!!! I am 9 months smoke free and still there are times it just hits me. But then I look how far I have come and really what is a cig going to do for me??? It is not going to take my stress, anxiety or solve my life. So I just move on....forget the cig it will not solve your problems.
You should do something for you...reward yourself. I know family, work so many demands. But take sometime to appreciate yourself and being smoke free...you deserve it.