Today is my 6-week point! 1,010 not smoked!
It's getting a little easier. The thing that is stopping me now from even thinking about cheating is the thought that what if that one or two cigarettes you sneak are the deadly ones that start terrible things in your body?
When I smoked, I used to wonder sometimes, "will this be the cigarette that starts lung cancer?" etc. Terrible way to think, I know. I just hope I quit in time and that it's not the cigarette I smoked a few months ago that starts things. Anyway, this thought is keeping me from even thinking about cheating, so I thought it might help someone else.
I've gained 5 pounds, which I hope to lose. Food just seems so appealing now and I'm not in a hurry to finish so that I can go and smoke! LOL
I have had some depression since quitting, but I think that's getting better. Still avoiding some social situations, but feel ready to try soon.
Right now, I'm so proud of myself that I don't want to go back to smoking and disappoint myself or my friends and family.
Another benefit is that I seem to have more money in my wallet every week! LOL
Best of luck everyone!