| | I Can't Do This
Only gave up this morning and I am gagging for a ***! My boyfriend smokes still and I know I will have one when he gets in, I have no will power. I am already missing smoking.
I was going to workout when I got home, but feel dizzy and can't, I am going to do some yoga in a minute before my tea and see if this helps.
I love smoking but have to give up, why is it so hard. I have been fine all day, it's since I got home.
I am on 21mg patches, but their not helping, I think I will do yoga, have tea and bath and go to bed! I am so depressed, I don't think I can keep this up for the rest of my life. Someone told me today he gave up 12 years ago and still feels like a *** most days!!!
I can't cope!