Good luck to you akazie. Everything you are going through is normal. Actually, it will take quite awhile to feel "normal" again. I'm at 7 weeks and still can cry easily, feel deprived and get mad, etc. This is a long process we will have to go through I'm afraid.
Of course, it's tough. When I think about how I smoked around 7300 cigarettes per year, for 26 years, of course it's going to be a hard habit to break. I can't expect it to be quick. I just keep praying that each day will get easier. Now, if only we didn't have any stress in our lives!!! LOL
Hang in there and we'll all get through this together, with each other's help.