Hi! I'm new to Healthboards. I recently quit smoking (4 months, with Nicoderm) and will occasionally dream that I've slipped. In the dream, I love that I'm smoking, of course, but after I wake up and realize I've "cheated", I feel so much quilt. I know, silly.
I truly don't want to be a smoker. I smoked for over 30 years. It costs too much, it stinks, it's unhealthy, and it kills. So, why do I miss it so much?
I've also gained over 20lbs. Arrrgggggg!
Thanks for reading and any support ya got, I'm in need of it. BigTime. lol
A new non-smoker, Linda