hang in there you can do this, are you trying c/t or with the aid of something, maybe if you talked to dr he could help with the depression aspect. I can say i have had a touch f it but not super bad yet, we are loseing something thats been a part of our lives for a long time, a big part of our lives, and we are trying to say good bye. I have found myself going thru a range of emotions thru this process everywhere from happiness: that I have made it as far as i have, fear: that maybe today will be the day i cave in, anger: that i ever started doing this in the first place that I have to put myself thru this, saddness: i am loseing one of my best friends, even boredome if thats actually an emotion.
But the one thing i have read over and over again on here is most everyone slips up and all you have to do is pull up your boot straps, figure out what happened and start over trying to avoid the trigger. I have faith in you that you can and will beat this, just keep in mind your bigger then that little peice of paper and leaves thats been tainted with way to much nasty stuff....
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