Christopher74

A couple days have past and I believe it is day 6 now and I have no cravings. I guess what helped me is that I don't want to be a smoker, I don't want health problems, and people who don't smoke can be happy and more healthy. My goal is to be healthy and be able to run at least a mile non-stop and I want to enter myself in a 5k run sometime.

I cheated and had two cloves and really didn't like the idea of smoking and was able to put it aside and move on again. My withdrawls are still sort of wierd. Last night I had a bad dream where I had to euthanise an injured horse (I have no clue why my brain dreamt that). I also want to cry at times (no I am not a woman) and I hate when it gets dark outside. Other than that I don't think about smoking a lot, I don't try to bargain my way into smoking another, and I don't whine about wanting to smoke every five minutes. So far I can sleep better now, my pulse rate dropped to 45 beats per minute when rested (I also quit caffeine at the same time), and I don't smell like smoke and the house is starting to smell fresher. I haven't gained more energy or increased lung compassity, I can't smell better, and I haven't started hacking yet. I can't wait till I start hacking up that junk. Isn't that wierd?