I have no self control!
I haven't been smoking for that long. In fact, the most I've ever smoked in one day is one cigarette. But I have OCD, some symptoms of depression, etc., and I feel mentally addicted to cigarettes. I know that cigarettes are terrible for the body and the spirit. I'm a Christian, and I feel guilty for polluting my body with carcinogens. Plus, I don't like being so secret from my parents who trust me. But at the same time, I feel like I REALLY want/sometimes need a cigarette after school. If I'm on my own, I'll sometimes have a smoke. Like I said, I'm probably not physically addicted, but I just can't stop wanting cigarettes. What should I do?
Thanks, Sunny
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