Well, this is a suprise Laroussi! I'm glad to know that I am not the only one ttc and still smoking. I feel so selfish about it. No, I did not stick to my resolution...didn't evern try as a matter of fact. I just couldn't do it. I know, without a doubt, that if I find I'm pg before I quit, I will quit immediately, but I know that it can still cause damage to my child. My doc said that if I stop as soon as I know, the baby will be fine, but I just don't believe that. I have known so many people that smoked when they were pregnant...the whole 9 months...and all of their children are finr, but I know that is not always the case. I really do hope that I am able to quit before I conceive, but it's not likely. I quit before for a year. Why I started back I don't know. We moved and I was stresses and the only thing that made me feel better was a cigarette. I am so glad you stopped by here because I really needed someone in the same situation to talk to. I can't talk about this on the TTC thread because I know there are some there would go nuts on me and I don't need that...it would make it worse. Once again, I feel so quilty, but can't stop yet. Maybe I will have really bad morning sickness bery early on and it will be easy for me to stop. How's that for wishful thinking? Maybe we could try to stop together. That's an idea. What do you think?
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