Well, I totally hear you. I am experiencing depression and anxiety along with a host of other withdrawal symptoms, and I am using the patch so none of them are nicotine related!! To top it all off I have this very unreal sense of life, I don't even feel proud of myself for quitting. I have been smoking a couple of cigarettes in the evening sometimes and they don't event taste good.
Smoking means so much to us. It is a friend that is always there, it is a way to put a physical barrier between ourselves and other people, it is a reward, it signals the end of things (meals, the work day, etc.) and I could go on and on. Giving up smoking is not just giving up cigarettes, it is a total life change. I hear your pain and I am with you. Stay with it though - I'm starting to think it is going to be worth it one day or another.
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