Thanks Lea for your continued moral support. Greatly needed at times like this. Yes, NS is full of it. He treats me like I am ignorant but little does he know that I have a 20 year background in the medical field as well (besides my current occupation.....or should I say, probably past occupation). Well, anyway, its like my attorney said.....any time there is any type of unexplained foreign body in a person, it is us to the DOCTOR to convince folks that he did NO wrong...not the other way around. In other words, he has to convince someone that the metal is there for a reason and not just for ***ts and giggles. If you know what I mean.
As far as PM goes, I am totally in agreeance with you. I am definately NOT drug seeking, just seeking some relief from this horrible, daily, constant sledge hammer in the neck feeling I keep having. After the mylo the PM doc will get to see me.
Hope you are doing ok. I guess you and I are two of those who didnt turn out so great huh? Me, myself, I just keep on keeping on and try not to complain too much. But then I tend to internalize with my feelings and such and get even more depressed.
Hey, but during all of this I have picked up a GREAT new interest that is probably going to turn into a business for me as I have been having wonderful test reviews. I am into (DH says I am addicted and need a 12 step ) to making natural soap, lotion, lip balms and such. He refuses to even buy soap at the store anymore!! And he is a hairy soap eating soul.....my soap lasts way longer than store bought. The greatest compliment is when he said that he loved it and wont ever use anything else. .......its soothing for the soul....and thats got to be good for the body!!
Chin up girl, Lisa