Well, I had my six month visit Post fusion - C/5-C/7. I have still been experiencing pain and spasming, so I was anticipating not so good news - but was HOPING for the best (if that makes sense). I was hoping that maybe the pain was due to the fact that I haven't been released to PT yet and that I just needed to build strength.
Well, I'm not fusing yet and I'm so bummed.

It likes why did I go through this surgery and post surgery challenges if I'm ending up still in pain and not fused? So, I'm still required to use the bone growth stimulator and now I need to wear the soft collar more again. So, I feel like I'm regressing a bit. However, I will do whatever I have to ensure fusion.
In one sense six months is still early, however I get fearful of my surgeons response to my x-rays. Like he's not expecting much improvement. (I could just be reading his body language wrong). He even brought up a potential other surgery that COULD be done (only this time going through the back of neck to repair it) which would mean an even worse recovery with so much to cut through.

However, I said
NO to that immediately, I just can't see putting myself through another surgery and he completely understood. Unless,
I'm told my neck could potentially put my life in danger, I refuse to go through another surgery.
Currently, I am still taking about six Norcos per day and 3 Somas. I actually think my pain level is such I could actually take something stronger, but I feel like I need to be able to gauge my pain (if that makes sense).
My questions are:
- Has anyone had to go through the "repair" surgery where they go in from the BACK of the neck? How was your recovery? I can only imagine horrible.
- I feel like the conservative route is the best, how do others feel? Would you remain more conservative with this? I know we're all different, but I was just wondering how others would feel in my situation.
- Any suggestions about how to stay positive at this point? I'm trying to look at it like six months is still early, but I just have such a weird feeling that this is as good as it will get. It's like it's gotten to a point and theres been NO change since my last X-Ray. It seems like there would have been some change, but it looks like the same X-Ray.
Any comments are appreciated!!
~ Fiona