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Hi all:
I haven't posted here for 3+ months. I'm sorry I haven't been here to support you folks. I just got so depressed I didn't talk to anybody or even read here anymore. I just kind of gave up for a while, but I am going to try to fix myself again.
My doctor moved last year and I visited two other doctors since and all I got was the crap beat out of me and told there is nothing wrong - you know, "buck up kid". After seeing those two guys my pain was beyond what I could bear. I went from screaming on the floor wishing for death, to rage, to housebound depression. I started reading here again the past 2 weeks and now I am going to try to be proactive again. My wife is starting to get depressed now. I have to do something.
I have 2 main questions:
I asked for my medical records from my old doctor and I got the one from my first visit and the last 3 visits. I saw her at least 25 times in 2+ years. Does she have to give me all her records? Do I have the right ask for them? Can I make her give them to me?
Also here is my MRI report from July 2006:
IMPRESSION:
1. The C5-6 disc is moderately narrowed and dehydrated. There is a right subarticular disc protrusion with some reactive osteophytic spurring. There are some hypertrophic uncovertebral degenerative changes on the right with moderate neural foraminal stenosis on the right. The left neural foramen is widely patent.
2. The C7-T1 disc is mildly narrowed and dehydrated. Their is a mild disc bulge. There are some hypertrophic uncovertebral degenerative changes on the left with severe neural foraminal stenosis on the left. The right neural foramin is widely patent. there is mild facet arthrosis at this level.
So my PCP said I needed surgery. I went to a neurosurgeon and he said "there is nothing I can do for you as far as your nerves go". I found a pain doc. and tried 5 different physical therapists and tried different meds. The first physical therapist manipulated my neck and gave me traction and that is when the headaches started and have only gone away a few times since. I get SO MAD when I think about it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was (is still) like a nightmare. I was so healthy. I can't help but feel like there is something mechanical going on.
I get numbness in my left pinky and ring finger up to my elbow off and on. My main complaints, though, are stabbing pains/spasms in both shoulder blades and headaches. Triggers are random, but lifting anything over 5-6 pounds will always get me. It is living hell. I can't function. It is the worst pain I have ever experienced. I won't go into what this has done to my life since 6-06, but there is no resemblance to who I used to be.
Sorry for the novel. Any help/opinion/suggestion is welcome. I remember feelbad, sammy, pepper, and many other extremely tough individuals. I am sorry I haven't been around and I want to know how you are doing also.
Last edited by matt3507; 03-25-2009 at 12:45 AM.
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