Blink, blink! Oh, yes, it's YOU! I'm so glad to see you post again... You did seem to be gone for a long time, and I'm sure I was not the only one wondering how your health and pain levels had been.
I'm so sorry about your cousin; I'm sure it has been an extra rough time for you, probably this entire past year. Oh, the burdens of aging, eh? Unfortunately, I guess that's how we become "wise" and "learned". It takes its toll, though...
Hang in there, Lori... with time I hope things improve again.
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