Oh Angelic Moon!!
I am so sorry to hear about everything that you have been going through and your many attempts to get in touch with your doctor. How frustrating. Can't believe you barely missed your NS's call! Sounds like something that should go on a big Murphy's Law poster. I guess there is no chance that his office will page him, eh?
Just try to hang in there. I know--much easier said than done. And try not to think the worst. I know I can get all neurotic about things. Just try not to worry until you know something for sure. And please try to get some rest. If you can, I am sure it will wonders for you.
Anyway, just know we are all here to support you whenever you need. You are in my thoughts and prayers!!!
Jan