heya.. yes i am definately going to leave but there are things that worry me about leaving.. such as im on an nvq level 3 and i dont know if i should continue training and get the qualification before getting another job.. this qualification can last from months to years... i can be there for another year
I have spent today getting up lazilly and moping around the house.. that has really helped..
i understand what you are describing .. i think i am heading for a panic attack if i dont get out of there.. i am starting to shake on reception and fear even doing a return on some items (something that was once so easy for me) I start panicking and just standing there freaking out and freezing on the spot.
i knwo i have to get out but i really want to find a new job first just to put my heart at rest.. most of the jobs i know are far to travel..
i will be ok.. it was the stomach pain that came from no where that scared me..
thanks for your help xxxxxxx