Re: What would you do?
You are off to a good start recognizing you have some problems with what is going on inside you head and that they are inappropriate. I'm not sure what steps to take but have a couple of suggestions; 1. See a therapist and discuss what is going on. 2. Self-talk (inside your mind, not out loud). When you begin to have the inappropriate thoughts ask yourself why? When you find out the answer, repeat it and then dissect it. Then try to re-route what you are thinking. 3. Write down your thoughts, look at them. Write down how it makes you feel, why you feel that way, why it is wrong and then destroy the paper so nobody will know of it but you. Not sure if these suggestions will work but it couldn't hurt. Good luck!