On top of everything else girlfriend leaves me now Im stressed more
On Jan.6th my girlfriend of 1 1/2 years took a sudden and unexpected right turn out of my life . I am a separated full time single parent of two boys as my Ex wife left having an affair 4 years ago .It took a long time to heal from that and quite a while until I felt safe in this recent relationship . Prior to the GF leaving I was dealing with elderly parents who are failing quickly ,a house that is becoming more and more unmanageable , a young son with ongoing sadness issues ,a teen son who has applied for University ,which I may not be able to afford and a job which is overrun with daily stress and anxiety.
I have had a hard time sleeping since the GF told me that she "Couldnt handle being in a relationship ,call it fear,call it what you want" . She has had very little contact with me since January 6th .I am trying to move on but feel jittery and anxious a great deal of the time. I can get to sleep at night but usually wake 1t qround 340am ,about 2 hours before my alarm goes off. I went and saw my Doctor yesteday and was prescribed a sleep aid .I am functioning and eating but am nervous and stressed