My beautiful little Angel Cassandra Jade if still alive would be turning 13 years old tommorow. A very special time in every childs life, the life of a teenager........... My baby will never get to know the joy, drama and excitement of this special time.......... I have never really spoken to anyone about the pain and hurt I feel even to this day 13 years on........ I wanted to be strong for everyone around me, especially my other two daughters, but even now I ache to be planning a special 13th Birthday party not sitting here crying over what could have been.... I miss her so much and am not to sure of how to put it all into words I want to do something special for her birthday tommorow but am not sure what....... I was thinking about 13 Balloons off Mt Tamborine
Anyone have any ideas....????
